I’m recovering after quite a bad period of my life. Everything else seems surprisingly ok so far. Absolutely nothing out of ordinary happened yet

EDIT: nvm the good bad repeat cycle is still there so it’s all still the same

  • PerogiBoi@lemmy.caEnglish
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    8 months ago

    My weeks going absolutely terrible. I’m in a job I hate, my manager micromanages my computer and asks me about who I’ve talked with on Teams and about what, I’m pretty sure my new job offer is falling apart and they’ve ghosted me for a few days.

    I just feel sick to my stomach and shitty and it’s affecting my marriage because I’m no longer happy and more irritable and don’t know what I like to do with free time anymore. Everything feels unfulfilling. Sorry for poopoooing on peoples sunshines with my bad news complaining. I offer a half assed tired apology.

    • GolfNovemberUniform@lemmy.mlOPEnglish
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      8 months ago

      I think you must change the job asap. The harm doesn’t worth it, even if you get 3x more money from this one

      • PerogiBoi@lemmy.caEnglish
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        8 months ago

        I work in a field that is highly specialized for this company and industry. I wouldn’t be able to get paid anywhere as much or have anywhere as good benefits if I left if I was to leave. I owe it to my wife and pets to continue bringing in a salary. I just wanted to vent