I mean, no one has it figured out. We think we do, but we don’t know what the future will bring.

Those teaching course should help with teaching you how to handle certain kids, so I wouldnt stress about that. No matter what you do, you won’t be stuck. It’s okay to decide later that something isn’t right and to make changes. If you want to go across the world, or take a break and be bartender here or there, then you should. It may help with you deciding what you want to do. You’ll meet new people and gain different experiences, and all that will contribute to who you are and will be, and help you decide what you want to pursue. But ultimately, you will always have a choice. You can do study later on, change jobs and careers, etc.

I’m sorry you feel under pressure though, it sucks feeling like a deadline is looming :(