I’m not fancy either, it’s just obscure creative stuff not employment related, so no horrible requests just people looking for things I made or old friends.
Basically I’m just vain. A couple of decades ago (when the internet was much smaller) someone put up an incredibly unflattering photo of me online, so since I enjoyed making websites, I made a website just to win SEO with a flattering photo instead!
I get what you mean now. Totally agree. There’s an element of creativity in STEM and creativity itself has an element of chaos.
On a related tangent there’s the idea of vocation - the people who most seem to know what they are doing tend to be doing it because they are “driven” or it “comes naturally” and both those things are essentially black box.